Mgr Update 14 April 26/10

Dear Reader I wanted to follow up my latest update with some more clarity. First my experience with all things energetic material and spiritual in this life time has been varied complex challenging and eye opening to say it mildly. By looking at the big picture here as well as my micro experience being male cross over soul in female form is a daunting yet very unique experience of knowledge. I have a unique view point of the male mind matrix and female goddess energies.

We have been taught over and over by our spiritual over seers to go within and trust your own guidance. Yet when we do share truth varied responses happen at least in the New age community. I know deep inside me that the karmic game that has gone on for ever favouring and predominately serving the dark is a dismal failure for humanity as a whole. It must change and or stop all together. I once totally trusted our teachers and the new age principles until that trust was severely betrayed and I was handed over to the dark these past 12 years. I know many divine beings have served yours and my highest good this lifetime but I also know many have not. Yet many people in the New age refuse to look at these facts. We are blindly fed BS by the dark who own and operate the dark mind matrix around the planet allowed by spirit without discernment of accountability to all who do so. Then we are told that all spirit does is for our highest good expecting further obedience without questioning the why and what fore.

Now is the time for boldly telling the truth. I know many have thought about what I speak so let’s speak it. Already the nay sayer’s suggest that I am acting like a victim simply for speaking the truth and I should know that many good beings are working very hard to love and support us.( Patronizing doesn’t always fit the bill when it comes to debating view points) So truth is equated to being a victim. Does anyone smell dark programming here for I sure do. Folks I have put my life on the line by speaking the truth and supporting these beings with this website and yet I feel these truths within me.

The divine blueprint of the human body and mother earth were never meant to be violated in any way. Galactic Principles state non interference for the free will development of the individual and group for evolutionary policies. Folks when you allow a rogue ET race rape pillage and plunder a planet and species to the degree that it has happened here is a grievous breach of galactic and spiritual law. Yet like the dark who hide behind double speak statutory laws only for them and vile manipulations our Galactic Federation claim non interference and we create our reality through Karma.

Karma let’s look at that for awhile. If God Goddess is all knowing and this ascension thing has happened thousands of times before on other planets as the Galactic’s profess then where is the real need to torture and enslave millions of soul’s? Who actually benefits from this torture and emotional energy but the dark soulless ET’s who need this food source? I personally know that when you have been betrayed it is pretty much the same energy weather it is your Mother, twin flame or spiritual hierarchy. Why then would you need to experience that over and over to nauseam? True free will would allow each soul to venture to many planets to experience duality on each one gathering varied experiences. They would say well this is the most important planet in the cosmos for lower vibration experience. Free will allows each soul the opportunity to go elsewhere to enjoy other learning experiences not to be trapped on a prison planet who is also lost free will demanding help due to over burdens incurred. This enslavement further empowered the dark and deteriorated the minds hearts and souls of humanity making them more malleable ponds to enlist in there treacherous heinous fraternities such as Satanism.

I have been burdened with clearing karma for not just myself but other groups of people. I would like to be able to over ride that fact at any time in my life. Yet that right has been non existent. The dark side new age people drone away that you create your reality when I know for a fact that my reality was not my doing and had nothing to do with me. Yes I do own my own actions and even some ancestral genetic encumbrances. Yet this cookie cutter mentality that has been used quite extensively by the dark to judge individuals and even nations by other groups to further damage emotionally and mentally the subject of that judgment.

Finally God Goddess does not judge it’s off spring so they say. Then why would they judge us with karma. Would it not make sense to re- educate a wrong doing after death and send this person to another school of thought further empowering that soul with true free will and faith in the spiritual process of growth? How does preventing someone from attaining there soul purpose by allowing the dark to over ride this free will for years as what has happened on earth for centuries and since 911 do that? I personally have lost respect for the spiritual hierarchy and Galactic Federation for how humanity and the light workers have been so violated and disrespected for our needs and free will since 911 and always over the course of time. This time and parallel realities phenomenon has not been explained or taught to humanity correctly to know the pro’s and cons of this energetic impact on our beings and ascension requirements.

Much information has been with held back by my guides that has been very detrimental to me regarding my twin flame and other issues that could have empowered my belief in respect for my intuitive wisdom and spirit connection that they say should always be trusted. Yet they seem to think they have the right to over ride over and over. I now am very concerned how the power games are being acted out through the Galactic Federation ground crew people. Much ego, darkness and self aggrandization still is propogating especially in the United States. I do not trust any dictatorial agenda coming from the dark we are the best in the world so we can tell everyone else what to do program in the USA They say that what they propose Washita thing is 5D thinking but it sure feels 3D to me and many others!

Further how can any reasonable respectful integrity based being say you create your own reality when one must be conscious of any said past agreements for learning. How does a baby being raped and murdered fit that bill? We are veiled to forget any dark script handed us weather true or not who really know’s? Then we are mind controlled implanted, violated with ET parasites, abductions, entities and further assaulted with contaminated environment and expected to own all the dark intentions acts and free will choices imposed upon us I think not.

Folks I do totally appreciate all the loving beings angels etc who are continuing to assist us at the important time in our development. But instead of judging us for speaking the truth about these things by suggesting we might be trying to divide the light workers or watch what we say as limiting innuendos we should be praised for addressing these obvious issues posed towards humanity. We are cleaning the attics of our collective closets are we not?

Discernment is the order of the day with any script’s handed us in the coming days via TV or other modalities. Other perspective on the GF

The Creation Lightship greatly regrets the lack of intervention and the Galactic Federation's loss of integrity, whose assignment was to help, guide, heal, and protect Humanity.

The Galactic Federation can no longer be entrusted with this responsibility. The Creation Lightship will not allow this corruption to go unchecked.

leave you now with Love"
--Ja-ne-na, Creation Lightship Commander

Respectfully Tami Dickson